fuck it all.
mom took away my phone again, im gonna get suspended from school. everything just doesnt seem to be going my way. nothing seems to be going my way at all. phone just given back to me, then taken back again. how nice ah mummy, i love you mom. i sooooooooooo love you. getting suspended, thats the best man. might as well i just take private o's. there isnt a purpose for me in life anymore. no more meaning.
jieying has lost her motivation to go into sajc, to make her first million by 25.
nothing, nothing at all is going to motivate her.
she might as well just die.